Hello there,

today I just want to rumble a bit, I'm still going to be posting the summer favourites and a review really soon but as for now I need to write down my thoughts...

 So one of the many reasons I created this blog was because I have loads of spare time (not really, but that's what everyone seems to think) and now that's because I have nothing to do, basically I can't get a job and my classes haven't started yet and we're already in October so I begin to wonder if they'll ever start at all. And for somebody else this spare time thing would be great to go to all of these different places ad make tons of cool memories, but the problem is: I am broke.

As you might have heard Portugal, a.k.a. the place where I live, has been in an economic crisis for a long time now, we were even considered rubbish by some rating thing, which was very poorly, And even if I wish I lived somewhere else I have to be complete honest and admit that my country is beautiful, dare I say one of the most beautiful in Europe and also we're pretty balanced, for example we have both great beaches but also other really nice places to go and also we have a greaaaat weather.

Well but that's not the topic at all!

So back at it, since I'm broke I can't go on vacation, actually I barely have money for my own things. And what bugs me the more about this  is not the fact that I don't have money but the fact I feel completely stuck, not like stuck in a place but stuck in a moment that I just can't seem to move from.

I know it's quite confusing, so let me break it down, so you might get to understand me a tiny bit better. So, I finished school last year and since then I have applied to every single job that comes my way, some stores I applied to even had that signs saying they needed employees, although somehow I never, in a year, got called back from any of those places, not even to book an interview.

And so you see, it's a bit frustrating because I feel like the whole world is moving and I'm just kinda stuck, like literally, everybody I know as a full schedule, either they're working, studying or even having babies... lol, while I'm just confused trying to figure out what is it that I'm supposed to be doing.  I don't want it to sound like I'm complaining, I bet most of the people with those full schedules are willing to have some days off and they'd trade with me in a second, but the truth is it is really upsetting. I'd just love it if I could start doing  something, at least I wouldn't feel so useless.

And that's basically it today, sorry for any typos but it's really late and I am really tired...

Thanks for reading anyway!